scum and worst case senerios for a similar role.my friend is still alive and in chowchilla infirmary.and were wrong.quit drugs bad for you,he did,her father.anerisom on his motorcyle.needless to say it crushed my friend.i can understand,my father has the privilage of being around to see the never ending,why are you like that?dont you care?whats wrong with you?why are you so angry?damn i dont know ive spent my entire life being as happy as possible due to the lovely facts that are true.my fathers not liked by a few.damn girl can you relate.from one exstreme to another.but the same.so by sticking up for and not caring about those who arnt smart enough to see what we see.if i woulda met you sooner we woulda seen what apeared to be a diseal man gunning for my dad,when it was anything but.without even knowing him i know.because i know his daughter .and as much as they al l pushed so hard to make her ashamed of her strong will and pride to carry on something some are born into and others desire.not a wow i wish ,no a serious desire.that destroys them.because of others being jealous of a way of living that isnt the easiest road to take in life for sure.being allready labeled as outlaw murdering ,illeagal acting wild bikers.they are no different then the law and the gangster cops who do the same exact thing in the name of justice.im really leaning more than 80%twords the bikers and there way of life that isnt like i said the best shoes to so proudly walk in.yet others desire what isnt theres and started a war against its own people for being different .yet seem to spend a good part of there lifes trying create the exact same predictament that the laws were made for..to the point of murder.and im sorry you can say whatever you want.those are the crazy mother fuckers that prospecting ends before it begins just because thats not what i see..its having anothers back,and never having to worry that they dont.its being a true brother or sister in every sense of the word.mature brothers and sister not jealous immature grown people who participate in the set up and fall of there brothers knowing it will never be there road to replace someone you could never understand.the laws of who is my biggest question right about now,because ive got alot of friends we share the same beliefs and fears and its not just some bad trip....or coincedence...or addict brains...and if you observe the ones making such a fuss about the addicts and how they live....seem to have a better addict way,and your messing it up.so they will exspose your lifestyle and beat you down,for accepting something that soiciety will never accept.because they dont control it i use to think.but since the cigarrette ban everywhere its not just the control and warning label the surgen genral posts onthe side and that excuses all that has and still goes on,for those who smoke despite what they hear.maybe its a death wish.yes it is .but its not ours its yours for our choices of our lives.a skinny man who enjoyed smoking as far a i remember.was bitched and banned and stopped in the name of love when that wasnt it because then th weight from not smoking played a health threat almost equal.just like the fucking murderous corrupt police department and there gailent efforts to help the man who is our threats and our fears.yet unstoppable .and paid ,and protected.while bikers for example are set up to die knowing the ride or die way of life and those it applied and may still apply too.a man for example looking at a life in prision or loosing his family and job,or quiting what was rumored to be the end of him,and was.you tell me where the justice is in that knowing what you know and demanding people to do things that jepordize there familys for roles they where handling until stopped .by the law ,why ?i wonder to start the next generation.in something that her father lived to exstreme so he would never have to worry about 35 years later his daughter suffering the same fate due to others lack of abilty to see others as different and created a war on them and laws and jobs.and guess who they are working with side by side with the criminals.the true criminals .the ones i thank to a point of showing and proving once and for all if they are that blind and unable to not protect someone like that ...manipulating the laws against the innocence and the murder that you people support vote for and pay to enforce.the bikers dont go and steal your children and beg them to be a part of im sure of it also ,as a matter of fact you mostley fail due to your inabilty to make moral descions ,add some "more" to the game the dope game that poeple fail so much its the number one crime and reason for crimes.yet anyone good at it cant be bragging .living it,surving it.thats a three strike life behind bars game.yet you in judgement because you couldnt handle it ,you mind isnt strong enough to control the powerful mind control so powerful its illleagal,and loked upon as something that follows some text book of how fucked up you will be and all the bad things you will do ....but they forget all the people around you that could never walk a mile in your shoes yet,want to share in your problem .thats a problem.all the loosers who would do the sick fucked up things even straight but somehow got on drugs giving the bad impression that all poeple are like that....like drinking smoking whatever,we are worse off with our habits with the laws made to work against us and the really screwed up ones that do the things you couldnt even imagine .are calling the shots and manipulating the laws to meet there criminal agendas.....for example your place in the world,how someone is stupid enough to ever think if you elminate the person whos role you desire then it will be yours ...but it dosent stop them from trying ....full time...theres the criminal element.the criminal threatens you with your freedom to aquire something he desires..yes even cops ...ive been pulled over by some of the most drug addicted sounding cops around.in our mix you would never get anything acting that way.which i guess is the criminal and cop attraction..instead of letting us live our lifes and saying damn isnt it a shame they life to die like that,you try and stop us from what we arnt suppose to stop some more than others.no matter how you look at it its a very shitty job.kill us in the fake attempt to pretend they care for there fellow man.what if we plotted to ge away with things not allowed and got paid and guns,and helpers,and set ups and corurption.where 35 year old women lay there and die because they were raised on pride and responsablity of taking whatever comes your way.not as if you would be free for corperating ,free to move way far away and hide...because san jose police move desks and throw out the names of the protected .yeah i found a few.another reason you cant trust them.when a job stragity is to force your friends into getting you into a predictment that you will fold or sacrifice alot of your life or your life....my friend sacrificed so what?what is the god damn point that is so important that it cant give a women with a terminal illness a chance at a life in an allready bad sitituation.a terminal illness.but damn its taking too long.outside hell she could live as long as me.feel good about yourselfs and your better off life for us ideas...than teaching her son daughter and friends the ways of a almost exstinct breed of bikers.even though its felt as a way ,it would be nice to allow a mother with a terminal illness to be with her family...not speed it up and cut her life short years..the kids will think its okay ,nope worse they know the roles we play and they know why.and you just jepordized it all by taking there only parent,handling things so nobody else would .take misuse abuse blame ruin wreck destroy,something that isnt a choice in some lifes.others have it all offered to them and they choose to survive with people of the same feelings and dramas..who knows why ...maybe to feel better at walking a mile un dicriminating un judgemental,in the name of friendship and the need to be useful in a world that condemns your every choice weather that be the case or not. we are bad.we are bad friends ,mothers ,daughters,right...bad to the point that you destroy everything we had until we give in and say your right,but your not.my friends gonna die i told you this was gonna happen ive been crying and begging for help and writing letters,and calling and trying to stay strong.knowing that it wont stop until were all dead and gone.and not fast enough.for those so anioxous to show us the good straight life we should be living...funny why dont they then .?why do we need to be gone for the better way of life examples....and whos to say how long they will remain strong after you take all they have.....down to there abilty to ge a job,see there kids even though the kids werent taking part of the parent roles.whats the fucking difference.its better to take them and tell them how your a failure for allowing others that close.its not the cops fault for working with and allowing those people in soiciety..its our fault for letting them close enough to wreck what they wrecked for them selfs ...im so not ready to loose you my friend..what am i gonna do.how am i gonna except another loss for us.one of the few things left that i have to be happy about..whats next i cant wait....to see...what a new boyfriend who wants to follow my 20 year old and pretend its fatherly.....nothings better than a 19 ,20 year old thinking they are in your mix.thats enough to make you never want another try at love ever again.even if you just over reacted due to your bad lifestyle...or the nice man who after one meeting is at your moms plotting and planing life with out you and your father....because we arnt fun.dont share in those things...dont understand the nerve of others wanting you for what you have not who you are again.of course this depressing new role of mine at home with elderly dad,we are both mad,and take it out on one another.getting worse every time we stick up for eachothers unknown problems and depressing state .....when you in the way ....especailly me....this blog is gonna take a lifetime and i guess my friend i hope you dont mind if i need you to help exsplain my life.because you always win .you always remind me without saying a word that hello and your making it ...thanks for another justice served....damn without cops and there help we could have lead happy successful happy lifes...never crossing paths...but we became your jobs because you cant do anything about the real criminals ...and assume the role well.better than heros.to that peice of shit judge so insistant and ignorrant he shouldnt even be allowed to be in his position......how can a judge be so shallow and closed minded and uncompasstionate...and fair...real fair.....your destroying the familys of those who are your only hope ....for job fronts ...because if you truley have to leagaly stay away from anyone i even say hi too because of your corupt illeagal ways and i sure an admitted child molester as your number one guy is a true "way too shine" in your fake jobs ,at the cost of our lifes ...so you know what im on the criminals side if hes up against you because of all youve done ....you derserve whatever you job is ............................dont ask for protection for al l those you betrayed and turned against eachother .and helped get us out of the way so our kids could be easier to get to..when you have no idea what crimes are happening you got the criminals away there moms ...wow hereos ....fuck that s all for now ........thanks for the love...............................................thanks for listening to the few points i thought of in the hood....where i dont have to fear my head....and if that was the concern cops would be all but totally gone...funny...................hey they have actully threatend that senerio what hereos
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